the continue of the last episod

surely, yeah.. it is the 2nd day.. the Boy who remove me from his frend list.. add me again.. You are such a lucky person, I am really on the mood of forgiving people after than bro.. or else.. I will not accept you to be my friends again.. He started with "Hey.. haven't seen you on9 for a long time" yeah rite.. somebody remove me as their friends in pesbuk I guess.. reason = owh.. I didn't remove you as my friends.. yeah rite buddy.. maybe mark zuckerberg get jeles with us buddy.. But one thing for sure buddy.. I am not as polite as what you will see again!! I mean it, and I do.. You better watch out  because I am very mean and I meant it..

You better watch in the future moron

This entry is dedicated to a person whom I thought my friend BUT not.

I am really freaking angry now!!
I thought we are friends but look like I not in the list.. vangkai~~ ** tukar mode and tune**
**sopan santun dan penuh lemah lembut..

Aku ingat lah tek nak.. Aku tok kawan ko.. p nampaknya aku tok bukanlah kawan ko. Yeay~~ lama2 tok ku tok polah2 sik taok jak pa dicita org pasal ko eh.. Coz ku tok sentiasa positip tek bah.  Aku dri kecik kenal ko. Lekak ya sik penah2 gik sama skol coz ku pindah.  Tpi walaupun aku dah pindah n jdi org bandar, aku sik penah eh... lopak ngan asal usul aku bah.. ko boh riso..  N den temu kat pesbuk, wah~~ ko sik prsan ya aku..
kenak?? ampey lah kacaks gilak kah gmbar profil aku yah.. Okeh fine~~ sik pat detect tek.. Ku mdah lah spo ku tok.  Den~~ sik sampey 2 hari eh.. sik sampey.. ko remove aku.. siot.. Aku nang sik puas ati tok. Pahai ko remove aku.. so, wat, tok blog aku, sukati aku lah mok ngano sapa.. Mok ngano ko kah, puji ko kah..
Sukati akulah~~ ADe ku kesah!! Sik aderr..  P ko ingatlah sigek benda, mun ku temu ko kat siney2 boh ko harap aku mok molah muka bait ngan ko.  Lama2 tok aku ingat aku tok kawan ko.. Duhal bukan tek, oh tedah na dirik eh.. Orang len lah kwan ko.. Okeh fine.. Buduh nya aku pecayak giler ngan ko.. Buang angin, buang karan, menghabeh beras jak eh berporet gasak ko yah..  Pa2 pun, terima kaseh pada pesbuk sebab menunjukkan sifat semulajadi ko yah.. Apa benda mok ditapok ko kat pesbuk ya kat aku.. Ko ingat ku tok meroyan gilak kah mok jadi kawan ko.. Weiyy.. belambak gik org len leh jadi kawanku lah selain dari kawu ya.  Memang ku kecik ati gilak2 sebab lama2 tok aku cayak ngan ko, aku anggap ko kawan aku.  P siklah ku taok yang aku tok orang luar.. Klaka lebih2 pun sik guna.. Cau lok pok. p ingat mun ku jumpa ko kat luar kelak.. huhhh.. bersiap sedia lah ko.. Don't espect anything polite from me bro.. Peace <3

We will meet again someday..

Story of a boy who love her so much..

I wrote this to remember that one day I will also found someone who will do love me like what that boy do.

I meet this boy let just called him A, at my uni.  A very good looking, sweet and happy boy as what I saw.  From my first sem in uni until day last sem, I always saw him. But yet not knowing how his personal life is.  Until one fine day, I saw him in pesbuk and add him.  He accept and then I just know that he already have a beautiful girlfriend.  I feel jealous of her, but then I also just know that A just lose his love one.. Her gf.  The story just keep flowing, and he was so depressed of her lose.  Her gf struggle from an illness, doesn't mention clearly but I assume it is something that make us sad.  He keep counting one day when she left him.. He also keep playing the voice that she record for him.  It is so pity to see he suffering missing her and it shows that true love does exist. Until this day, he keep remember her by showing that he is still in relationship with her.  He is also celebrating her birthday that happen to be just a few days after him.. 

Her gf's dad tell him to deactive her pesbuk, then he does it for the sake of him.  It is such a beautiful moments to see who does love really do happen between a boy and a girl as what I felt the love between me and my parents.  But this seem so different.  I felt happy for the girl although, I never know her, but I am sure she will be happy to know that the boy that she meet for last of her life is loving her so much, until the end of her breath.

quoted by A

day 21: I have two hearts beating inside me and i celebrate my birthday twice a year. One for me, and one for her. Amazingly, we only have one soul and still sharing and shining. What could be better than this? Nothing. And uh oh, my name is AMN. :) ♥

Why I started?

Why I started bloging??

I love to write about what had happen in my diary..  But, who keep diary anymore this day right..  I used to write before to express my  feeling toward life..And mainly to keep my self on track of what had happen.  The first time I started my diary, that was the first time I fall in love with this boy.  He is my first love and until this moment, I still can not forget about him.  I just don't know my own feeling plus at the ages of 9 years old..who would know anything about intimate relationship with opposite sex.  He  is coming from a socialite family.  Where anyone can do What you want.  Whereas, I come from a simple moderate family who concerns about every members.  well my dad is a principal before, so that makes sense.  I do love him, and hoping we can be with each other but, seems like we are different with each other.  Nevertheless, I still hoping we will be able to getting know each other in the future.  I told everyone that he is not my type but why does He is on my mind for years..  I can't even feel the same way at other boy although I have seen cute boys too, but He is just so special that I still remember Him although I am not sure whether He still have the same feeling with me or not.
Geee..I don't like to be emo and it sound pathetic..

Let the story begin

This is my first post for the year..
I will going to use this to share my feeling and attitudes toward life now.
My roomates were already sleep..Febrini a.k.a koyong mozart song make me sleepy too..
But yet, still want to decorate this blog..My main purpose is searching for article for Bel.
Look like somebody has lost at the world wide web..Have to go now.  I will try my best to share the
beauty of life from now on with this.