Why I started?

Why I started bloging??

I love to write about what had happen in my diary..  But, who keep diary anymore this day right..  I used to write before to express my  feeling toward life..And mainly to keep my self on track of what had happen.  The first time I started my diary, that was the first time I fall in love with this boy.  He is my first love and until this moment, I still can not forget about him.  I just don't know my own feeling plus at the ages of 9 years old..who would know anything about intimate relationship with opposite sex.  He  is coming from a socialite family.  Where anyone can do What you want.  Whereas, I come from a simple moderate family who concerns about every members.  well my dad is a principal before, so that makes sense.  I do love him, and hoping we can be with each other but, seems like we are different with each other.  Nevertheless, I still hoping we will be able to getting know each other in the future.  I told everyone that he is not my type but why does He is on my mind for years..  I can't even feel the same way at other boy although I have seen cute boys too, but He is just so special that I still remember Him although I am not sure whether He still have the same feeling with me or not.
Geee..I don't like to be emo and it sound pathetic..

Let the story begin

This is my first post for the year..
I will going to use this to share my feeling and attitudes toward life now.
My roomates were already sleep..Febrini a.k.a koyong mozart song make me sleepy too..
But yet, still want to decorate this blog..My main purpose is searching for article for Bel.
Look like somebody has lost at the world wide web..Have to go now.  I will try my best to share the
beauty of life from now on with this.